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This wiki has been made to celebrate the life of an amazing individual. This is for you Will... R.I.P

This is for you, Will... we will all miss you. You will forever be remembered and loved beyond belief. Wherever you are now, we all pray you are happy. As you should have been from the start. As you deserved from the start.

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Forever Young
by Renee 'nay' Kristen Kristen

Trapped in the glorious years
within the memory of belief, lost of all grief.
Take the reasons,
which once seemed so clear,
but never mind, you have nothing to fear.
For you my friend will be, forever young,
Forever in the heart of memories.

Lost in the glory of all time,
the wisdom was there within that smile,
You see you could have told us,
there within lies the mystery.

So shed a smile, and grin a tear,
For you my friend, will be,
Forever young, Forever young.
Forever in the heart of memory,
We see not through our misery.
Forever young, forever young.
There's a new angel tonight.

This is something Will wrote before he died, for all the people he left behind. I suggest you listen to him.

"Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die."

[Will Newman]

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^{Will sitting on the table at school before we left}

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^{This is what Will called his 'retard smile'. It always made us laugh}

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^{Will Newman, or Angel}

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^{Will eating his cereal at the festival we went to. We snapped the shot before he could protest. He hated his hair up and only ever did it up when he was working or feeling lazy}

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^{Will when he was around 15, nearly 16}

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^{A picture Jimmy took of Will at his house when he was around 16}

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^{Something from [It was just my imagination.] to Will}

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A collage for Will

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98weSAB9x5c
This is a tribute video made by [Vaughne] for Will.

The friends of Will... our parting messages for you.

[The Hidden Flame] Will. You were without a doubt, the strongest, most caring, most amazing person I have ever met. You were my best friend, and without a shadow of a doubt the best one I will ever have. Ever.
I miss you so much... and I dont care what happens to me... Im gonna sort Kevin out once and for all now... he cant take anything else from me...
You were the most amazing, strong, amusing and loyal friend I could ever wish for... and I miss you every day you are no longer here.
I love you man, now and forever. RIP at last. <3

[Vaughne] You had the heart on an angel, the mind and soul of a man, the knowledge of one much higher than your years, and the bravery of a warrior. You saw and experienced more in your years than most would have to in a lifetime, and you remained strong throughout it all. You will be sorely missed, bu forever remembered and loved by all who knew you. RIP Angel, I'll love you always.

[kyraawr] angel was my bestfriend, my first love. i can't believe he's gone. i loved him so much, he was always there for me, and everyone else. our lives related in many ways. and babe, i will always always always love you and our peices may not fit anymore, but i'm keeping them forever. angel helped me believe in love, and he is the most amazing person in this entire world, despite what anyone may think or say. but i'm sure many of you agree entirely. i will miss you angel and i know i promised i wouldn't cry for you, but i have to cry, i just love you so much. so i guess, we'll always have our wiki that i'm pretty sure only we knew about. i just wish i would have met you, just once. talked to you in person, heard your voice. i wish i could just meet you even if only for a minute, a second even. i love you so much. [wow angel, it seems like it's been forever since i've talked to you but it's been a horrible 5 months without you :/. you know i talk to my friends here about you? even my boyfriend. i just miss you so much. i try not to cry. i know you don't want me to be sad. i try but it hurts. i love you angel.] hey angel, my life is turning around again! i can finally say i'm happy again. but i do miss you. very very very much. you told me to always keep my head up. i thank you angel because if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be here right now. you saved me. whenever i'm sad i just think of your beautiful smile looking down on me, telling me to keep my chin up. you're a saint, and i love you. <3kyra

[Lonely Shadow]

I DO!!!!!

[cooter davenport.] hay will you were so great to me you neverupset me and never fliped you showed me that there are still good friendships out there and as i morn you on this day i wont forget about your sweetness and your pure heart tho you are gone to a better place we will never forget or rget your loss

[Demon in my View]
My father, my friend... Trust me. You are one person I will remember. You lived through everything and now you're finally at peace. I'll stay strong for you as you have for us. No more tears only happy that you aren't suffering anymore, and for that I'm glad; I know you can finally be at peace. Thank you for everything. Now I'll do the same for you. I'll love you forever daddy.

[Lex] Im sorry angel i dont have the ability to say anything yet. all i can say is i love you. and im still here waiting. you were the bestfriend i could ask for. you were there for me when i needed you... and i cant do this yet...Ok its been 24 hours since i found out.... and i think i have the courage to do this so here goes... I love you angel... like no other... you were always there to brighten my day... i remeber when we first met here and we hit it off so great. You always put a smile on my face no matter how i was feeling. You gave me a better perspective on everything... you made life seem so much better. You said before you left taht you werent scared... Whatever happens is what was destined for you.... I still feel as tho youre going to come back and be here again. that we will have conveersations for hours about stupid and meaningful things. My love... im sorry for the way i acted. i wasnt ready to let go. please forgive me. i know you didnt want me to be upset but my friend my love has left and its hard for me to understand that youre not coming back. One thing i know is You are always with me. In my heart and in my mind. We will see eachother again soon love. Let peace be with you. I love you so much and im glad i got to say it to you before you left this earth... Youre my hubby for life... haha... im not a "widow" we're still "married"...lol... god i miss you... You are definately an Angel...i feel like im talking to you directly i think i should stop now....=(...
These are lyrics to a song by Josh Groban called Smile... and he's right... Smile... =]
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by
If you smile
And maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

[Lithium.] Angel I will miss you like crazy...you were the greatest friend a person could ever have in life and I was privleged to know you...I know you will be watching over all of us...i love you be in peace my friend <3333

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[Lonely Shadow] -licks the sky and cries- I'll miss my licking station and my angel... uoy evol I

[Lyon Armonial the healer] angel was right, do not weep at his grave, because he will be with each and every one of us...even if we may not see him. do not mourn his passing, but celebrate knowing him, knowing how kind he was...*laughs* how much of a goofball he was. he was a great guy, and though we are going to miss him, remember him, we must cherish the time we had with him, or else that time becomes pointless. So, this is not in mourning of will's passage, but i say to the celebration of a great guy. may he be at peace, for he is loved.

[Asator Stormbringer]
From the day I met you we were great friends.., starting with "great music mate".., since than I couldn't think of life without you, and I can only hope that you thought the same about me.., but than I heard it..., through an accident I've heard what that person did to you..., damn my world was about to collapse.., and than there was that sunday morning..., oh men that morning was as if I had to spend the rest of my life in hell..., and I still sortof live there.., and I'd die just to get you back, you're the best guy in the world, no one's better than you are, and if you could only see what people write about you here..
Will..., you will be my example for the rest of my life.., and I still feel guilty... very guilty, I've waited for to long, I should've get on that bloody plane and visit you right away... but I wanted to wait till june..., and now that that month is getting near, it feels more painful than ever, and only the thought of you can make me forget that pain.
I love you bro...
And in valhalla we'll meet.

[Miss.PYRO™] Some people would think it strange to feel close to a person they only knew via the internet. But internet friend or not, we are all going to miss him. Call me crazy. But Ill miss the conversations we had, even if they were sometimes few and far between. Goodbye Angel. we'll never forget you.

[Sophia] I barely knew you, yet you're already in my heart. I wish there'd been more time to get to know you... but I guess that wasn't meant to be. May you live on in our hearts and memories for ever, sweet angel...

[The Incredible Bulk]You were my brother. At times your brought me back to life. You made me face what i had to, you stopped me hiding. Thankyou Will. For ever an Angel.NeverGonnaForgetYou.

[I be THE MAT!] Goddammit man, why did you have to go? you were ike the best person i ever met! you always cared for me, whenever i felt bad you were there to take the sorrows away. I will never forget you angel, and you will forever even in death remian alive.....in my heart.

[shinobi14] I thought that I could be strong for the both of us, you know? That if i hoped and hoped that you would get better after all the terrible stuff that's happened to you, it would come true. You were amazing. I can't even remember when we met, but it must have been quite a day. ~ We were supposed to meet, man. I was coming to see you in about two years, and I wanted you to be well. I guess we can't have everything we want. At least I had chance to get to know you well on here. =] You were there for me, I was there for you. That's how it worked. ~ I know i'll see you again, Will. And i'll still stay strong... for both of us. Rest in peace, dear friend. I'll miss you...

[Twisted Purgatory] I have to say... when you were pronounced dead, I felt like laughing. I was about to laugh in the doctor's face; "Yeah okay mate, pull the other one... it's got bells on!" I mean- you're Will! Living through impossible things is like your thing! You don't die, you always come back again. You don't go anywhere, you stay with us through the fatal things that enevitably target you.
But after a while, what the doctor was saying truely sank in. You were gone... and you weren't coming back; not this time.
When I finally heard what it was the doctor was saying to us, I became unaware of anything... it's like my eyes just went black, I felt dizzy and disorientated, I felt like I was gonna puke, yet I felt empty and emotionless all at the same time. Then, reality hit me square in the face... I became aware of everyone around me either crying or silent, as I was. I became aware that I was shaking more than I had ever shaken before. I was freezing cold, yet boiling hot with anger; why were you taken from us? Why?
Well 'why' is not a question that can be answered... but who took you was one I could answer.
So I will make it my mission in life to avenge you. To bring you justice. To make him live the pain of every second that he has brought upon all who knew you, and I will ensure that he is not forgiven.
R.I.P Will. I miss you. I love you.

[Cloud Natiion] Will...Angel...whatever you may call him, was one of the most charming, loveliest, funniest, livliest people you could ever know or meet. He had so much to live for, yet he couldnt because of some jackass. And because of that, we are all now cursed with having to live without him around. Will, my good friend, you will be dearly missed by everyone whose life you touched. I hope you're happy. I love you.

[Luna Armonial] A great friend yet a wise man, Will may no longer be here but I will carry on & live with what memories i have left in my heart..." Near or far no matter where you are your here to stay forever in the memories that made me smile " May you finally rest in peace.

[Stupid Angel] you're so wonderful and have always been there for me. so over protective and caring. when you told me this would happen i didn't want to believe you because all i wanted was for you to feel better and still be here for me. now i know that you are still here watching over me and all the rest of us and i know that you always will be. will i love you have since the day i started talking to you. the very truth would be you were my first love and i will never forget you. oh and to the message you sent to me....you didn't break my heart or cause me any pain all you ever did was help me be a better person and taught me things i know nobody else could because you felt the same way.

[gypsy_soul] i never did get to kick your ass and i never did want too... i never talked to you after that night and damn i sure wish i had... i never got the chance to know you but evertime i heard about something going on in your life i cried...i cried hard and i prayed for you...will i miss you and i didnt even know you... when i saw that you had died i cried so hard that my body started to violently shake and then i read your poem... i believe that you are watching each and every one of us and you are somewhere where you can be happy and finally pain free.. i love you and you dont even know it....
[Hold me under!] Will, I love you, you've always been here for me and you're one of the best things that has ever happend to me. Thank you so much for the last few years of our friendship and I now part elfpack && elftown, with the reassurance that you've gone. I will always love you and no one can take that away from me. --Amanda

[Smile Addiction] Will...my Angel...I don't know what to say...I love you...I remember how hard I cried when you sent me that message earlier this week...I couldn't believe it...You were right Will...you did always have that special way of knowing...I just hoped with every ounce of my being that you could be wrong...just this once...but it's okay...i reread all those oober deep conversations we used to have about our lives...now no one will ever be able to hurt you again...you're better off where ever you are now...and i know you're with me...i can feel it...i felt it when i whispered your name and cried after reading what Chris had written...and damnit Will...I was not too good for you. lol *giggles* I'm NOT too good for you...Never will be...*holds your hand, outstretching our arms and runs around in circles making airplane noises with you like we used to* Remember me Will...For I will always remember you...Your greatness has embedded itself upon my heart. With all my love....-Rachel <3

[Beetle Geuse]....ill miss ya spliff you were the coolest dude in elf pack and you were an awsome friend lol and im still here for ya dude just come haunt my house ill always have your back <3

[Supernova.] I'll miss you hardcore Will, Angel. Pssh, you'll prolly have fun haunting people while we're all stuck in life. As I told you the day you told me about your surgery, I remember the first time I spoke to you on bored, it was actually my first time on that infamous wiki. They pushed you down and ruined your leather jacket. It was that day you stuck some posters and a toothbrush in a little part of my heart, and forever you will stay there. Ironically, it was the bastards that took you from this crap we call a world that brought us together, and for that and only that, I must thank the low-life sons of bitches. Love you Angel ^_^

[Pinup_Princess] i know i did'nt know you very well but we had some good chats and some funny moments when i found out you were gone i did'nt know what to do it seemed that one day i was talking to you and the next you had gone. i hope you have found piece and i know you are watching over all of your friend's and family. Thank you for becomeing my friend and i'm glad we ever met rest in peace and you will always be in our hearts <3

[Necavi] Hmm. He died on the day of my birth. Does that make me selfish? Celebrating life while another meets death? I'm sorry, Angel. I never knew you, but I feel a kinship with you... As I am from Ireland, our clan is taught not to mourn the dead, but rather celebrate their new life within the arms of the Lord, one of eternal happiness. It is an embarrassment to the dead and a disgrace to the living to cry. So Angel, Will, whatever you may call yourself, enjoy your rebirth, however much it may hurt those who love you.

[Sir Riddle] I didn't know him personally, but his life touched that of a close friend. Hail the dead.

[tomorrow's tragedy] Angel, you were on of the best friends anyone could ever ask for, even though we never met in person, you were always able to help me feel better about my life even when i thought there was nothing good left. YOu will be missed, and you will always be in my heart....Rest in Peace

[~forgotten~]
Well, I know I never met you, but from what your friends say you seemed like you were a wonderful person, and you are dearly missed, May you rest in piece in the hands of the lord. God bless.

[Aʟɪsᴛᴇʀ]
A friend of [I be THE MAT!] is a friend of mine. I heard you were just an amazing and beautiful person to meet and wished I could have known you better as a friend. I hope someone up there takes good care of you, because you deserve it. Rest in peace Angel. <3

[{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]
I know im a little, well alot late at putting this up, but im not to great at doing things like this. Angel you were a great friend in the short time i knew you, and when you said something you always meant it and that meant a lot to me. Its very rare that you meet someone who's willing to open up to you amd listen to what you have to say... But you did and you helped me thru a very hard time in my life and i will always be grateful to you for that. I know things in life are not always easy, but you stuck in there and even tried to help others, you succeded for if u didnt help anyone else (altho i know you did) you helped me... People may say that its been long enough and that it shouldnt be so hard anymore, but thats just not the case for me, its still hard and no matter how hard i try not to tear up i cant stop it... going thru and reading again, what everybody wrote has yet again brought tears to my eyes... seeing how many people you've touched in your lifetime... having a friend like you is life changing... you've mad e a major indent in my life and that indent will always be there... Everybody's always told me that there's no way you can feel close to someone you've met on the computer, there's no way you can feel love for them when your not with them... id have to say they just havnt met the right person... angel they havnt met you... if they'd have met you they'd no longer say that... they would know the feeling... I miss and will continue to miss you Angel... all the chats we had... some funny and some serious... no matter what i will always love you and i will always miss you... You were very loved, and you always will be... It may have taken me a while to do this but i know that you understand why... you've still been here with me this whole time helping me get thru my life, the good parts and the bad... I'll never forget you Will... never... <3<3<3<3 Much love...

2009-03-23 [Vaughne]: Screw 'em. It's your hair.

2009-03-23 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah I know, but my dad would actually SHAVE it all off in the night if I did, he aint afraid to ><

2009-03-23 [Vaughne]: Haha xD sounds about right xD lock your room

2009-03-23 [I be THE MAT!]: .....................Bry you are forgetting I dont have a door to my room >.<

2009-03-23 [Vaughne]: Oh yeah xD

2009-03-24 [Lonely Shadow]: so give the ol' man something to be afraid of, dye your hair and if he tries to shave it off, break his neck -sits on Bry's lap-

2009-03-24 [I be THE MAT!]: But I love my dad XD

2009-03-24 [The Incredible Bulk]: And His Dad is tall and Scary <3.

2009-03-24 [I be THE MAT!]: He aint scary =3

2009-03-24 [Demon in my View]: then how tall is he? >.>

2009-03-24 [I be THE MAT!]: Um........about 6ft 8?

2009-03-24 [Vaughne]: Fuck me I must have been drunk the last I saw him- I don't remember him being tall at all!

2009-03-24 [I be THE MAT!]: Bry..........................you was very drunk last time you saw him

2009-03-25 [Lonely Shadow]: I think I'm slightly drunk now and 6ft 8in. is nothing, just means he's easier to knock over.

2009-03-25 [I be THE MAT!]: Hes my dad you are talking about xD

2009-03-25 [Lonely Shadow]: yeah so? blood is only red water and has about as much meaning as such

2009-03-25 [Vaughne]: I wasn't THAT drunk >.>

2009-03-25 [I be THE MAT!]: You was still drunk xD

2009-03-25 [Lonely Shadow]: I wasn't that drunk last night and I was sitting in a chair rocking like mad.

2009-03-26 [I be THE MAT!]: I wish I was drunk. The good news is in eastetr hols there are that many parties going on I am gonna end up completly smashed xD

2009-03-26 [Vaughne]: Can't wait for easter hols

2009-03-26 [Lonely Shadow]: lol lucky arse, I wanna get smashed -cries- why do I have to be so... wait a minute I can buy my own alch. <.< stupid meh!

2009-03-27 [Luna Armonial]: *looks around* Sometimes water is a hell of a lot easier to swallow then blood.To some it may be colored water but to other's it's a lot harder to swallow at times.*sits down, yawns*

2009-03-27 [Lonely Shadow]: -downs a goblet of blood and looks around- blood is what it is...

2009-03-27 [I be THE MAT!]: Whats happeneing at Easter? You coming up or is Sam going down?

2009-03-28 [Lonely Shadow]: think she's going up from the way she made it sound

2009-03-28 [Lex]: BOO!

2009-03-28 [I be THE MAT!]: ALOHA!

2009-03-28 [Luna Armonial]: *sits down confused* I'm lost lol...

2009-03-28 [Lonely Shadow]: penis -pulls a random object from Luna's bag and throws it-

2009-03-29 [Vaughne]: Last night was.... *shudder* I hate being the only sober one at parties. I was the one who sat with everyone while they threw up.... and cleaned them up and shit, I'd better get ALOT of sorrys tomorrow *rages*

2009-03-29 [Lonely Shadow]: -laughs and falls backward holding my ribs- You simple arse fool, if they throw up all over themselves you let them sit in it if you are the only sober one around. Why the hell should you have to clean them up because they want to act like mindless fools and drink to the point they vomit like that?

2009-03-29 [Vaughne]: Because they're my friends and I had to look after them

2009-03-29 [Lonely Shadow]: friends or not, still should let 'em sit in their own shit... maybe it'd get them to realize they should tone the drinking down

2009-03-29 [I be THE MAT!]: I got accused of throwing up on someone, it was him the stupid baka

2009-03-29 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles and shakes my head-

2009-03-31 [Luna Armonial]: *shrugs, tilts my head* Maybe she wanted to be a good friend, it would be appreciated if she did get sorrys for those she looked after.But then again that's just my opinion.*lays in the grass & stares at the sky*

2009-03-31 [Beetle Geuse]: i miss spliff...

2009-03-31 [Vaughne]: Gah. They threw up on me so much ¬_¬ bitches.

Yeah, I miss him too -_-

2009-03-31 [Beetle Geuse]: ... you are a realy great person...i couldnt have done that...ive shot people..been shot at and and had my friends blood on me and i could still do what i need to do...but if someone blew chunks on me im sorry but im ganna return fire...i cant take the site or smell of it...just the sound makes me gag...im glad theres good people like u in the world every one could only hope to have a friend as good as u

2009-03-31 [Vaughne]: I don't like the sound or smell either. I was very impressed with myself that I didn't hurl myself, plus I'd been feeling unwell all day. But meh. They were my friends so they needed help. My friend Carmen was about to choke on her own vomit at one point cause she was lying on her back ¬_¬ so I had to turn her over just in time... it was a pretty sight to have it all over myself. Carrying her upstairs was fun too xD

2009-03-31 [Beetle Geuse]: so modest lol ^^

2009-03-31 [Vaughne]: Yup :D I was so impressed with myself lol

2009-03-31 [Beetle Geuse]: so what have u been up to since ive been gone...other then honeing ur skills and a kindergarden teacher?

2009-03-31 [Vaughne]: Lol. Work. Work. Work. Work. More work. And.... erm....... I don't know xD a fair bit :P how was it over seas?

2009-03-31 [I be THE MAT!]: Ugh, Work and getting drunk =P

2009-03-31 [Beetle Geuse]: hot...dirty..loud..busy..oh yea and we were getting shot at

2009-03-31 [Vaughne]: Whereabouts where you?

2009-03-31 [Beetle Geuse]: camp booka its over the wire

2009-04-01 [Lonely Shadow]: -sticks a flower in the rock and walks off-

2009-04-01 [I be THE MAT!]: Sorry to hear that buddy =P

2009-04-01 [Vaughne]: *looks at rock* It's still not the same...

2009-04-01 [Beetle Geuse]: never will be...not without spliff

2009-04-01 [Vaughne]: Nope... god I can't believe how long it's been now... it's mad.

2009-04-02 [Lonely Shadow]: -looks back and sighs- It's almost sickening anymore as to how long it has been.

2009-04-02 [Beetle Geuse]: <img:mood19-gif.gif> <img:cr-gif.gif> i want spliff back

2009-04-02 [The Incredible Bulk]: It really is.
I still expect him to be online at times. :/.

I've been missing him more than usual lately.

Almost a year and a quarter.
Or Fith?
..*SadFace and Hugs up to josh*

Wish He was here right now. He always knew what to say at times like this.

2009-04-02 [I be THE MAT!]: Heh, I kinda feel heartless tbh. I do miss him agreed, but its like I dont miss him enough. Its like you guys miss him constantly, but I miss him now and then >.<

2009-04-02 [The Incredible Bulk]: You didn't know him as long as us. <3.
Tis Understandable.
♥
Sir. William :B.

2009-04-02 [Beetle Geuse]: ♥ sir spliff

2009-04-02 [Lonely Shadow]: -breaks free and growls- don't hug me, nor touch me in anyway what so ever

2009-04-02 [The Incredible Bulk]: *Tilts my head slightly, then Lets go looking bewildered*.
Im...sorry.

2009-04-02 [Lonely Shadow]: I just wish to be never touched by anyone again is all, sorry I snapped.

2009-04-02 [Beetle Geuse]: i understand that ur in alot of pain...i couldnt begin to imagin...but your not the only one who lost someone here we all cared about him alot...and were all hurting to...and im sure that he wouldnt want you acting like that to your friends...

2009-04-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles and shrugs- I'm tired of doing and acting like others want me too, he knows that I love him and always will but that doesn't mean I still have to accept anyone to touch me nor care -climbs into his tree and stares at the sky-

2009-04-03 [Beetle Geuse]: <img:mood20-gif.gif>

2009-04-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: *Looks up at josh*
You can ignore the world.
But the world won't ignore you.

2009-04-04 [Lonely Shadow]: Then maybe it should learn to mind it's bloody freaking business, I never asked for the world to intrude on my life and sure in the fuck will never thank it for ruining it.

2009-04-04 [Vaughne]: You okay, Joshy? =/

2009-04-04 [Lonely Shadow]: -nods- I'm as fine as always

2009-04-05 [Luna Armonial]: *hangs upside down from a tree branch, looks around*

2009-04-05 [I be THE MAT!]: Heh, I aint xD my feet are killing me, damn doing a 10 hours shift of serving food >.>

2009-04-06 [Vaughne]: My feet are killing me now, after town today xD

2009-04-06 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles and hangs by one knee- I've got a shit right knee and pretty much can't use it to even walk

2009-04-07 [I be THE MAT!]: Ouch, if it makes you feel better I have a weak right ankle =D?

2009-04-07 [The Incredible Bulk]: I have Basically..
No Ankles left xD

2009-04-08 [Lonely Shadow]: -laughs and giggles-

2009-04-08 [I be THE MAT!]: Thats Alice for you, she managed to not only just fall out of bed, but fall out of bed, hurt her ankle and go head first into a door >.>

2009-04-09 [Lonely Shadow]: -falls over laughing and holds my ribs- God Alice is either my child, my sister or just someone in my family lmao I managed to fall out of bed and put my leg through a mirror

2009-04-09 [I be THE MAT!]: I think I must be your bro then, fell out of bed, got up tripped over my new rocks, went face first into the wall then staggerd abit and fell down the stairs xD

I hate Monday Mornings >.>

2009-04-09 [Lonely Shadow]: lmfao that would be me if I had half that crap...

2009-04-10 [Luna Armonial]: O.o Wow & i thought me falling out of bed, running into the corner of my dresser, then running into my door was bad.Now i remember why i hate not having a good nights sleep lol. :D

2009-04-11 [Lonely Shadow]: lol I used to fall out of the window every time I rolled over when I was a kid, and then get stuck beating on the door with a house full of people that could sleep through being rammed in the arse by an elephant tusk.

2009-04-11 [Vaughne]: I can happily say that I've never done that. Though walking home from Sam's today... I slipped down and landed on my ass on some stairs near Jack Bridge, scraping my arms on the way, and then basically ripped my legs open on some stupid thorns -_- Liam laughed at me >.<

2009-04-11 [Lonely Shadow]: I sorry hunny -hugs Bry tight- should shove a pine cone up Liam's ass lol

2009-04-11 [Vaughne]: I will do next time xD

2009-04-11 [The Incredible Bulk]: Bryony?
He'd like it.

2009-04-11 [Lonely Shadow]: lol good, at least someone is getting something up their arse and enjoying it

2009-04-12 [Vaughne]: He probably would actually =/

2009-04-12 [Lonely Shadow]: -giggles- try it and let me know if he does

2009-04-17 [Vaughne]: Haha will do

2009-04-18 [Lonely Shadow]: WooHoo

2009-04-19 [Luna Armonial]: *looks around, chokes on a piece of apple* Well that's what i get for laughing & trying to eat at the same time.Obviously a very bad combination.*sits on a tree branch*

2009-04-19 [Lonely Shadow]: sucking dick and trying to eat at the same time is also a bad combination ^_^

2009-04-19 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah, can get quite sloppy and dangerous if your eating a burger

2009-04-20 [Lonely Shadow]: Ahaha not to mention you may remove a few important anatomy parts.

2009-04-21 [I be THE MAT!]: Yeah, that would NOT be good xD

2009-04-21 [Vaughne]: You would know, Mat. ;)

2009-04-21 [I be THE MAT!]: Obviosuly my dear =], I did go down that path once ;)

2009-04-21 [Lonely Shadow]: oh really? Mat was at one time a fey boy? -giggles- damn I missed it.

2009-04-22 [I be THE MAT!]: Hehe *sticks tongue out* yeah I was once =P

2009-04-22 [Vaughne]: Oh god I'd forgotten that xD

2009-04-22 [I be THE MAT!]: Silly girl xD How could you have forgotten that?

2009-04-22 [Lonely Shadow]: -sighs- damn all the cute guys either end up straight or taken or .... damn -curls up on Bry's lap and pouts-

2009-04-23 [The Incredible Bulk]: He got both. Straight and Taken,By Bekki.

2009-04-23 [I be THE MAT!]: Hehehe =3, sorry Joshy xD. And thanks for the cute comment ;)

2009-04-23 [Luna Armonial]: *looks around, says nothing then stares up at the sky*

2009-04-23 [~forgotten~]: ^^ I helped you fix your name hun

2009-04-23 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: ^_^

2009-04-23 [~forgotten~]: ^_^
How are you?

2009-04-24 [Lonely Shadow]: -sighs and pouts- It's okay long as he be a happy and ya welcome hun ^_^

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: *Hugs*

2009-04-24 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Ello... How is everyone?

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: Good, I guess.

2009-04-24 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: As good as can be huh... i know how that is...

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: Yeah.. *hug*

2009-04-24 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: *Hugglez...* Thanx...

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: Anytime hun

2009-04-24 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: So whats u up to?

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: Not much, rping with some friends, lol, alittle silent hill thing, its pretty fun

2009-04-24 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: sounds awesome...

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: Lol, yeah^^ maybe if you want to join sometime^^

2009-04-24 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Umm im not very good at the rping stuff yet... my boyfriend is trying tho. Im in a few things with him... i rather enjoy it actually...

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: ^-^ me too!
Do you like Silent Hill?

2009-04-24 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: I love that movie.... lolz.

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: ^^

2009-04-24 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Its awesome.. im sad to say i havnt seen it in a while tho...

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: Lol, i know right?

2009-04-24 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Yup yup yupperz... lolz

2009-04-24 [~forgotten~]: Lawl

2009-04-24 [Vaughne]: *pounces on Josh and pins him* Sister - 1. Brother - 0. :D

2009-04-25 [~forgotten~]: ^_^

2009-04-25 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: lolz...

2009-04-25 [Lonely Shadow]: -flips bry and pins her with my knees, then licks her face repeatedly- sister - 1, brother - 3

2009-04-25 [~forgotten~]: LOL

2009-04-25 [Vaughne]: *growls and jumps onto a rock, coiling to spring again* I win... I WIN! You know what I'm like >:[ *pounces and pokes repeatedly* Sister - 400, brother - -5.

2009-04-25 [Lonely Shadow]: -pounces and farts on Bry, then snuggles with a rock-

2009-04-25 [Vaughne]: Oh you don't wanna make this a farting battle, trust me xD

2009-04-25 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Lmao... ha ha halarious....

2009-04-25 [I be THE MAT!]: *sighs, jumps up on a rock and poses* The Mat doesnt need points to show how much he wins!

The Mat is teh awesomest!!!! xD

2009-04-25 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: ^_^
Good one!!

2009-04-26 [Lonely Shadow]: -falls backward laughing- The Mat is slightly awesome and if we were having a farting battle you would lose Bry -giggles-

2009-04-26 [The Incredible Bulk]: Bryony. Your farts are Be-fowling.

2009-04-26 [Vaughne]: My farts rock! I will so win this... don't challenge me ;)

2009-04-26 [~forgotten~]: O.O
Fart battles now..?
*scoots away from the smell*

2009-04-26 [I be THE MAT!]: Fart battles? Que the beans! *builds a store with baked beans* Get them while they are hot and for a limted time buy one and get one free! xD

Might be lucky and get a few "bangers" in some of them ;) xD

2009-04-27 [Lonely Shadow]: lmfao my farts are beyond toxic just gotta know when to be around 'em ^^

2009-04-27 [~forgotten~]: O.O..
Lovely what you all discuss...
*moves away*

2009-04-27 [I be THE MAT!]: Well make sure you warn us before you let one go xD

2009-04-27 [Vaughne]: Hahaha xD god Michael and his fucking donner farts. He's revolting in so many ways xD

2009-04-27 [~forgotten~]: o.o

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Interesting topic of discussion... lmao...

2009-04-27 [~forgotten~]: LMAO exactly!

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Hmmm... lmao... im wondering... nah...

2009-04-27 [~forgotten~]: Wondering what?

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: if i should join... lmao... blow them a ll away...

2009-04-27 [~forgotten~]: The wiki?
We could use you in the silent hill wiki.. noone is talking in it right now^-^
I love to rp, come on =)
and hand of sorrow its cool too

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Im not good at RPing...

2009-04-27 [~forgotten~]: ^_^ aww

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: lolz... my bf was gettin me into it... but i havnt heard from him... :(:(:(:(:( i feel like crying, lol.

2009-04-27 [~forgotten~]: Aww =(

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: yup... its been like 3 days since i heard from him... longer probably... and his phones not in service anymore... kinda makes me wonder... but then again he hasnt been up here in 2 days either... im just feeling really crushed right now...

2009-04-27 [~forgotten~]: I understand =(

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: yup... lolz... so what u up to?

2009-04-27 [~forgotten~]: singing^_^ you got msn?

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: yeah but its not downloade3d on this puter... im at my moms... lol

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Hey i like that... lol

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Its pretty awesome

2009-04-27 [I be THE MAT!]: O.O ........................*nose bleeds* DAMMIT! I AM TRYING TO GET OUT OF THIS STUFF XD

2009-04-27 [I be THE MAT!]: No T-T

2009-04-27 [I be THE MAT!]: It begins with a H >.>

2009-04-27 [I be THE MAT!]: .>" yeah

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Me no know what that is >.<

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: oH!!!!!!!!!! Thats kool... lmoa... thanks for tellin me!

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

2009-04-27 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: lolz.... thats funny...

2009-04-28 [Lonely Shadow]: okay seriously get that shit off this wiki now...

2009-04-28 [~forgotten~]: sorry.

2009-04-28 [I be THE MAT!]: =P Thank you hehe ^^

2009-04-28 [Vaughne]: Poor joke, Mat

2009-04-28 [~forgotten~]: It wasnt him, okay?
It was me.
I put up the pics to show a friend, not to piss anyone off so sorry.

2009-04-28 [I be THE MAT!]: O.O *ish confused*

2009-04-28 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Sorry then i guess that would be my fault... i didnt mean to cause any harm i just didnt know what it was that they were talking about... My apoligies to you Anna and to Emo Frog as well...

2009-04-28 [Lonely Shadow]: -nuzzles Bry and curls up next to her- It's okay just don't post that crap in here please.

2009-04-28 [The Incredible Bulk]: It's meant to be a place of respect.
<3.
Not a place to post images like that. :/.

2009-04-28 [I be THE MAT!]: Ahhhh, I forgot about that =3 I know thats awful to say but.........meh I dunno I am Mat xD

2009-04-28 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: I know that and i apoligize again... i didnt know what it was, so she showed me... my bad...

2009-04-29 [Vaughne]: Urg. I hate being ill :(

2009-04-29 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Awwzzzz, i sorriez u no feel good...

2009-04-29 [Luna Armonial]: *tilts my head in confusion* What is everyone talking about ?

2009-04-29 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: well its a mixture... lol... someone had put up some pics and was asked to take them down.... thats all

2009-04-29 [Luna Armonial]: *shrugs* Probably for a good cause though.*stretches, jumps down from a nearby tree*

2009-04-29 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Yup... it was a misunderstandin... but it was handled... ^_^

2009-04-29 [Luna Armonial]: That's good to hear, at least there was no fighting. *sits under the tree, relaxes*

2009-04-29 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: nope, no fighting...

2009-04-29 [Lonely Shadow]: -curls up on Luna's lap and sighs- someone thought it would be cute to post near pornographic pictures of certain anime charicaters either out of pure stupidity or lack of intelligent thought at that moment.

2009-04-29 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: Emo Frog im so sorry... i didnt expect her to put them up here... i simply stated that i didnt know what it was that they were talking about... and she was showing me...

2009-04-29 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: No harm was meant...

2009-04-29 [Lonely Shadow]: -shrugs- I never said any harm was ment just it would of been easier to post them in a pvt message instead of this wiki. I'm not upset at you so much as I am the person that the person that decided to post them.

2009-04-29 [{SaRcAsTiC *lOsS *oF *tHe* SuBcOnSiOuS}]: I just wanted to apoligize again for it... happening in the first place...